Assalamualaikum, omg lama nya tak singgah dekat blog ni. i guess sebab malas kot, or idk, HAHAHAH. okay, so biasa la, kat blog ni banyak update pasal kehidupan sendiri je :) takkan kehidpuan orang lain pulak.
first of all, All praised be to Allah swt, i've better feeling now. rasa bahagia, seronok, gembira. with new circle of friendship. i've learn a lot. banyak jugak benda yang i dah improve in myself, cuma seakrang jadi like takde laa macam introvert, but rasa sedikit pemalu, i feel these, but people surronding me, never believe this kind of shit HHAHAHAHAHAHAH, idk why :( tapi tu fact kot.
and yeah, i've crush on someone since march 2019 until now. oh of course la i dah confess, but yeah man, tarik tali or being rejected forever, i could understand this, BUT as human being, kita kawan jela. first of all, maybe i fall in love with his attitude kot. dia ni takde la baik mana pon, i mean perangai la, still but berbatas. you get what i mean? ahhh, thi kind of man, yelaaa. but he wasn't my type at all im denying these feeling for a few month until now, but sometime feel like growing, but kadang kadang rasa, ahh suka je ni. tah la. perasaan punya cerita sampai kapan pon tak habis. end of my love story so kita single jela sampai anak pak mat pinag dua datang mai minang. ehek!
okay, about my social life, im doing good now, i've sooo many supportive friend, and Sumpah aku sayang laa dorang, but idk how to show it :( sorry mates. betul, sorang dua pergi, Tuhan ganti dengan yang lagi better. taktahu nak bersyukur macam mana, but i feel so good now. nak describe sorang sorang penat jugak. tapi once they gone, it would break my heart and life apart. i cant imagine that. i cant imagine if they betray me one fine day. i cant even imagine that could happen. oh God, jauhkannnnn laaaa
next, work life, hahaahah, taktau nak cakap camna, cuma kerja kan? kerja jelaa sampai habis khidmat masyarakat. hehhehe. kadang kadang life do matter, sometime cant be better. apa aku merepek ni? malas nak tekan backpace. okay la. nothing to adds on, fyka pon dah call, ajak teman shot for her. wahh ni first paid ni takut woii. taknak dia paid lagi sebab aku tak confident lagi. so mari la kita pujuk fyka untuk tidak bayar lagi hehehehehehe. okay bye assalamualaikum!
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